Yesterday wasn't so great either; I felt so ill in my 9am lecture that I actually slept through it. It would have been much more satisfying to have lain my head down on the desk like my friend had done the week before, but there was a teacher sitting right behind me and I had to make do with the neck-breaking chin-on-your-chest position, suddenly jerking up awake every few minutes, for the two hours. Getting those extra two hours, disjointed as they were, made me feel much better, and it almost made up for the fact that I missed an extremely interesting lecture that was vital to answering my next essay. I am so thankful for the 'Blackboard' site where all lecture powerpoints are posted, though it's not the same without the spoken notes.
Talking of essays I should really get on and do it. Otherwise it's just going to be continually put off.
- Mood:
okay
Also, I have ignored most of the advice that people offer for those partaking of Nano, mainly the advice about forgetting all unimportant tasks and social life that may have previously existed. Today, I have both tidied and rearranged my room, gone to see Ice Age 3 at the cinema (which is awesome by the way especially when you are watching it with about 100 other students who all groan and laugh at the same time and we all know that we came to watch a kids' film, and has Simon Pegg in it as a swashbuckling weasel, and so many parts go straight over young children's heads thank goodness) with a friend, as well as completed my first ever university essay and submitted it on time.
I do of course realise that later on I will regret my smugness when it all falls apart and I find myself typing through the night to catch up, with stumps for fingers and my brain falling out of my ears.
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Viva la Vida (Live) - Coldplay
For tonight is- The Start of NaNoWriMo!
Pens are poised everywhere (except of course those countries to the east who are already experiencing the chaos) and plots are being fine-tuned (or abandoned). This year I mean business. I am going to win! Essays will not stand in my way, nor illness or the evil lure of the internet. I have a plot, and from it I shall craft beautiful madness.
Except I've gone and done a silly thing and agreed to go to a Halloween party at the campus club with my flatmates. I am therefore missing the midnight kick-off as I will be dancing in a sea of pointed hats and plastic fangs. I know which one of those two things I'd rather be involved in, but last night someone turned my brain off and I have bought a ticket. However, to rectify this grave mistake, it will be fingers to the keyboard the moment I come home, and I shall type until my fingers bleed (or until I fall asleep drooling on my desk, whichever comes first).
Good luck to everybody taking part this year. I hope it is a fun and fruitful month. And hello to Lily and her band of writers taking on Birmingham tonight; I'm sorry I can't be there with you!
- Mood:
excited
To keep limber for November, here is today's oneword.
( Stall )
- Mood:
determined
Midnight. Had just finished watching Family Guy in my flatmate's room, come back to mine, and got into my jimjams, when a shrill ringing reverberated around our building. The entirety of our block was raised from slumber/other activities to stand outside in a chilly autumn night (myself cleverly dressed-up in a massive coat) because somebody had clearly fancied a midnight snack. But was too pants at cooking to operate a toaster. (We weren't actually told what set the alarm off but I'm guessing it was a drunkard with some bread). I gave a shoe to a bare-footed friend, penguin-cuddled my flatmates, and considered a pyjama party down the bar. Roger the Halls Cat even came to watch us in our misery.
And now I'm back inside, warming my toes. And my cough is even worse.
I will kill someone if it goes off again because I am quite tired now after a full day of classes and study, with added walking.
I am a wuss. An ill wuss.
(Who admits she does like excitement really, from time to time.)
- Mood:
cold
Anyway, I have a three-hour break before I have to go back out again for my lectures that go on until six (yes, I know, it is just cruel) so I am drying out in my room and have decided to do another oneword.
( Chase )
- Mood:
uncomfortable
( Apron )
It feels good to actually do something I enjoy. It makes me feel more settled in this new environment. I should post something about uni but I can't be bothered right now. There's so much to say...
- Mood:
okay
Well I only have six hours sleep to have so I might as well take them. Fingers crossed I don't forget anything and deep breaths to try to make sure I don't lose my calm.
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- Mood:Worried
I am sure there is much more to tell- of my holiday in the blazing hot desert, my three wasted weeks in the run up to Sunday's great event, and the small trivialities of today (which include purdy cards and lots of chocolate). But unfortunately, I fell asleep on the sofa AGAIN earlier so I need to get some sleep now. Also, it is going to be one very hectic day tomorrow, doing all those things that I've been putting off for weeks to prepare for my departure to Uni.
When you return to one place, you leave another. The world is forever full of cycles.
- Mood:
sleepy
Thursday was a wonderful unexpectedly brilliant sort of day. The Job Centre was a doddle; signed on and informed them of my upcoming holiday. I had planned to then meet up with my friend L, which was great because I was remembered by someone, and then became even greater when her twin K turned up too. What I thought would be a quick café lunch evolved into three hours of people watching, making a tally of decent looking guys walking past. It is a very shallow thing to do, and not something I would do unless with them, but at least it was a chance to catch up and gossip too (and I have to admit some of them were bordering on fiiine). I even got to wear a pair of Versace sunglasses as I'd left the house in the rain and hadn't thought to bring mine. BUT even more EXCELLENT is the safe return of my hat. THE hat. It is made of wool and was purchased in the Tivoli Gardens in Copenhagen, and has plaited tassels down either side. I had lent it to K two years ago to wear to a rugby match in Scotland and they finally returned it to me. Of course, I put it on in public. In summer. Because I'm like that.
We then met up with their friend G and had a late real lunch at Pizza Hut. How wonderful it was; lovely, golden, tasty pizza. I hadn’t eaten cheese or real bread for almost a month, and I know I shouldn’t have, but the salads offered in the deal were just rabbit food with a bit of chicken. Turns out I can “cheat the system” occasionally according to my ‘aunt’; a bit of dairy or wheat won’t hurt, but I can’t have a diet full of it D:
We parted company and I tried to catch a bus that doesn’t exist. So I visited the charity shops by the bus stop while I waited half an hour, and during my browsing of the shelves I came across an amazing book. The title is “This book will save your life” by A. M. Holmes, but it’s not a life therapy book or guru guide. It is a thought-provoking story about a man who is woken from his monotonous lonely life and starts really living and feeling, and struggles with it. I’m half way through, though I was trying to save it for the flight, and a better review will come when I finish it.
Tomorrow, after several frantic days of arranging cat sitters, cleaning the house, packing, buying essentials etc. we are finally going on holiday. The family and I are off to Las Vegas for ten days, and we’re ready to see the sights and take a thousand photographs. I’d love to just sit down somewhere beautiful and relax for a while, but that is definitely not going to happen until after Thursday. I’m so worried about my results because I know I could have done better. I also missed the chance to be entered for special consideration deserved due to personal and family illness and so miss out on the few percent I was probably entitled to. Fingers crossed (not that luck can change anything now) that I get the grades for Southampton.
Anyway, I shall not be around until the 28th. We may have internet access occasionally as it is pay by the day and I need it for Track, but I probably won’t be allowed to hog K’s laptop to do anything like emails or lj. Will I survive? Who knows. All I do is that I have to get up in less than six hours, so I really should go to bed now. À bientôt, mes amies! Wish me bon voyage!
- Mood:
excited
Today's oneword:
( Cleanse )
I also did one of the
( Transformation )
It's not perfect; there is a lot of work that can be done on it, but it was only written in 20 minutes. The ending is the worst part, but I had two minutes left and I realised that the idea of 'transformation' hadn't actually been included yet. I knew what I wanted, but it didn't quite work.
- Mood:
creative
To summarise: Malwarebytes deserves a thousand medals for saving my laptop and the contents therein. It runs faster now too! I am constantly touching wood that it doesn't happen again. I really need to sort out a backup now that we've finally replaced the broken terabyte drive we bought ages ago. I cannot lose all my photos and literary things.
++I 'stole' this icon from
+++I wrote this entire post then accidentally pressed the back button. LJ Autosave did not bring it back. I am full of stoopid.
NEXTDAYEDIT: I've just remembered what I had to sacrifice for my laptop's safe return. In order for there to be enough space for new antivirus software, I had to delete things. And so I had to delete my Creatures software. Obviously I can reinstall it, but on Creatures 3 I had unlocked everything and some of my norns were 10th gen I believe. D: D: D: It's only a game, but so many memories gone! I used to play with KR in the summer and we'd name them silly things. Oh well, life goes on.
- Mood:
tired - Music:Snowfi's snoring
( Geese )
It's probably completely the wrong season for geese migration, but of course it is the dominant aspect of geese, or at least it is what comes to mind first. I can just imagine them, impressively commanding the sky in military formation, off to warmer climes and winter feasts.
But anyways, I think I'm going to go and write something.
*shockface*
- Mood:
contemplative
- Mood:
okay - Music:Time Team Theme Tune
++Here are pictures of the Elephant Hawk-Moth Caterpillar that I mentioned finding. He was still in the bucket, but of course is now free to munch as much rosebay willowherb as he wishes, because it seeds like crazy in our garden.
- Mood:
okay - Music:The Now Show Podcast
1) I'm pretty sure Blizzard has brain damage, ever since she had a weird spell and started licking furniture and couldn't walk right. I thought she'd got better though, but then she freaked me out in the garden the other day. She had been running round being crazy in the long grass and I went over to her to see if she'd pounced on something. She then turned her head and looked straight up at me. One of her eyes was normal, with the pupil small in the bright sunlight, but the other was completely dilated. She looked insane, and it was really scary! I hope that there is no serious underlying problem. It seems she functions alright, though she is getting a bit old. But those eyes....
2) I actually applied for my uni accomodation a few days ago as the deadline was August 1st, and I was dissapointed that they give you so many leaflets and information about each separate house and then you don't actually get a choice where you go. All you can do is choose the style of accomodation (e.g. self-catered or catered, short term or long term) and which housing group you would like. There were some really nice as well as some rather horrible buildings in the same area group, but there was no way of specifying which one you were interested in. I wouldn't really mind too much if I ended up in one of the buildings that looks like a prison, because I just cope with trivial things, and all the rooms look the same inside I believe, but it would be nice to be assigned the one that looks like a large farmhouse in a field.
3) Squid is tasty, especially deep-fried Chinese-style. Kittens are cute when they are terrified of everything (we let them outside for the first time the other day). I found an elephant hawk-moth caterpillar (huge scary thing with 'eyes') whilst weeding, and if it's still in the bucket when I go outside, I will take some pictures of it.
++Tongue ulcers are crappy. It is official.
- Mood:
crappy
The excitement was not over, even on the return train. A young black pigeon had embarked with us, and was strutting around the carriage, occasionally taking to the air to flap frustratedly over the heads of commuters. The poor thing found it hard to grip the smooth metal of the overhead racks, and so the harassed people did not have to suffer a 'gift' from the pigeon. Unfortunately the train's first stop was twenty minutes later: the first opportunity we had of granting the bird freedom. By this time a guard or some other train official had come to our assistance, and him, my mum, and I trapped the pidgeon by the door as we pulled up to the station. The door opened and I shooed him away with a newspaper. He seemed eager to leave, but I don't suppose he would have been too happy once he realised he was 30 miles or more from home!
And then, of course, because it is England, it was raining when we got off the train. And of course, we were on the opposite side of the platform to the car. I was sent forth to retrieve the umbrella from the boot to prevent my mother from becoming too soggy, and we eventually made it back to home and hot soup.
- Mood:
tired
( Pause )
Also posted over on
(++Not really as miserable as it may indicate; had another storm this afternoon and I revelled in it. In the dark and quiet of the smallest hours though, such thoughts do come to mind, colliding observations with plucked out emotions.)
- Mood:
happy - Music:Viva La Vida (Live)- Coldplay
Secondly, at breakfast I had bad stomach pains, the like of which I've been having on and off for a while, and so finally decided to go to the doctors. A small amount of poking and prodding reveals that it is likely to be IBS and stress causing my suffering. No more wheat and dairy for me for a while :( I really do like noodles and ice cream (not together obviously). Oh well. Joy. At least I may have found a solution to my problem.
++But seriously, no noodles? D: D: D:
- Mood:
discontent
It's so easy to go on about how bad the films are compared to the books because of the amount they have missed out or changed. I strongly agree with the superiority of the novels, but to be honest, it doesn't really matter. Films are an entirely different format and are just as enjoyable as the books, but for different reasons. The overall story is wonderful, even if details are altered. You can have discussions about books with people, and they can be involved and deep, or immature and full of fan-swooning, but it is so much fun to watch the film with someone too, because it gives rise to such things as this (the results of mine and R's extreme hatred towards Umbridge) or continuing to feed my admiration in the film world in relation to how they actually manage all the stunts and magic, or even just the training of owls.
I'm not sure what the point of this mini-rant was, as I'm going to go and watch it and enjoy no matter what anyone says, and I can be a traitor to the literary world as often as I please. I like to justify myself I suppose, though it would have been better if I'd let myself fill a couple of pages on the pointlessness of the world taking things too seriously. Wait, am I being hypocritical, because it seems by creating this rant I am taking the seriousness too seriously? My head hurts; I'm going to stop now.
++I think I need a HP icon. NO MORE SPACE! I am now seriously thinking about getting a paid account. How would anyone think 15 icons is enough?
- Location:Will soon be in Kino!
- Mood:
excited
